b.d.p. (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _deni) wrote,@ 2010-01-10 17:46:00 |
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I want to tell Jeni. Or Bailey. Or somebody. I know we were going to keep it between us but this is a huge deal and .. I want to tell someone. And, I guess part of that is .. I'm scared. What if something happens? What if something goes wrong and I lose it? I couldn't keep that from my friends .. they'd know. Bailey would know something was wrong. And .. I don't want to think like that. I want to tell them because I'm excited and I want to share this news because it's amazing and .. I just .. I need to share this. Even if it's just with one other person. I need to share this. Please?
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Private.
Today was a scary day. Kayla was at King's parents house and .. King was at work. And this morning, right after I ate breakfast, I started getting these really sharp pains in my side. They'd last about five minutes and then go away. And .. it scared me. I should have called King. I know that .. but .. it was nothing. I had maybe three episodes and haven't had one since. It's been hours. I'm gonna have to tell him but I don't want to freak him out over nothing.
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