b.d.p. (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _deni) wrote, |
It's not taking. We've tried 4 times. The first time it took and .. but we lost it. And every time since has just been .. I have another appointment on Monday and I don't even want to tell King about it. I'm just gonna go and do it myself. If it works, it works. If it doesn't .. I don't think I can try anymore. I'm obviously not meant to have a baby. I tried to tell him that. I tried to tell him I couldn't do it, that .. I feel like a failure. All we do anymore is fight.