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Tweak says, "You'd be dead than. LIAR!"

b.d.p. (_deni) wrote,
@ 2008-10-22 22:17:00

Jeni. No matter what I say .. do not let me go over there! Ugh!

PRIVATE ; JENI ONLY
I don't know what I was thinking. I went over there just to watch a movie with him. I wasn't expecting anything to happen, but it did and now .. okay, wait. Nothing like THAT happened. I just .. I fell asleep on the couch with him. Like, literally. We woke up the next morning all cuddled up with each other and it was weird and awkward and I hated it. Except .. I didn't hate it. It was kind of nice waking up with him, it was just .. weird because I know I shouldn't like it and we both just sort of sat there, not talking .. for the longest time. Before we just pretended that nothing had happened. Nothing at all.

I haven't talked to him since yesterday when I left. I don't know what to say. For the first time since I've met him, I have no idea what to say.
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	voicemail. london_fog 2008-10-23 10:06 pm UTC (link)
	"Hey..I uh..--" (Reply to this) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	that was the LAMEST voicemail ever. try again! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	voicemail. london_fog 2008-10-23 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	"Look, did i do something wrong? That's all I want to know...if I did I'd like to fix it..." (Reply to this) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	well then. that's better. and no, you didn't. did i? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	i'm not upset with you. why would i be? u haven't spoken to me in 2 days. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:31 pm UTC (link)
	you haven't spoken to me either! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	what are you like 12? i've been with my mother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:37 pm UTC (link)
	... no. way to make me feel bad. jerk. how is she? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	i'm not trying to. just...what the hell? she's fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	i'm sorry. i just didn't know what to say. i'm glad she's doing alright. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	we're adults...we can do stuff like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:46 pm UTC (link)
	oh yes. that explains why you acted like that stuff never happened. don't be such an ass. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	we just fell asleep. it's...not like we had sex.. but nevermind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	... you're right. nevermind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	with how we are acting maybe we should have. christ. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	you know what? screw you, kingston! you looked at me like i did something absolutely terrible just cause you woke up with your arm around me. I DIDN'T PUT IT THERE! so just .. go away if you're gonna be a dick about it. i don't need this shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 11:02 pm UTC (link)
	I was afraid that I like...touched you inappropriately...i was worried. I don't think you did anything wrong... but fine. do what every other woman does and walk away. enjoy your life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	yeah. you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	bye. ~~more time for my daughter~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 11:14 pm UTC (link)
	... your what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	i found out i have a daughter. ok. that's why i've been ...gone. so i can't get her to stop crying..and i think she hates me. i can't do this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 11:18 pm UTC (link)
	a daughter? did you check her diaper? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text london_fog 2008-10-23 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	she's 10 months old. Kayla. her diaper is fine... I've played with her.. everytime I put her down she wakes up.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2008-10-23 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	wow, ten months. kayla is a really pretty name. where is she sleeping? do you have a crib for her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)