b.d.p. (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _deni) wrote,@ 2008-10-22 22:17:00 |
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PRIVATE ; JENI ONLY
I don't know what I was thinking. I went over there just to watch a movie with him. I wasn't expecting anything to happen, but it did and now .. okay, wait. Nothing like THAT happened. I just .. I fell asleep on the couch with him. Like, literally. We woke up the next morning all cuddled up with each other and it was weird and awkward and I hated it. Except .. I didn't hate it. It was kind of nice waking up with him, it was just .. weird because I know I shouldn't like it and we both just sort of sat there, not talking .. for the longest time. Before we just pretended that nothing had happened. Nothing at all.
I haven't talked to him since yesterday when I left. I don't know what to say. For the first time since I've met him, I have no idea what to say.
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