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b.d.p. (_deni) wrote,
@ 2008-09-23 23:49:00

My five year check up is tomorrow and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't freaking out.

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	__bailey 2008-09-23 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	It'll be fine. You'll be fine. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_deni 2008-09-23 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	You don't know that, B. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	__bailey 2008-09-23 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	You're right. I don't. But we have to think positive because that's all we've got. So .. you'll be fine. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	__jeni 2008-09-23 10:59 pm UTC (link)
	Heyyy girl, you don't got anything to be worried about. You've got angels watching over you, didn't you know? And I'll be right there with you, the whole time. No ifs, ands, or buts, lady. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_deni 2008-09-23 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? Where were they seven years ago? ... Sorry. Thanks for coming with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private. __jeni 2008-09-23 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	Hey. Hey, D. Listen, you are still in remission. You are fine. And if it happens that you're not, you aren't alone. We'll get through this, good news or bad. Promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private. _deni 2008-09-23 11:12 pm UTC (link)
	I don't feel sick. I never felt sick. Not until they put me on the medication to make me better. Now, I don't know. I'm worried. What if it came back ages ago and they just haven't caught it yet? What if I'm still sick and I just don't feel it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private. __jeni 2008-09-23 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	You can't think like that, D. I know that's easier said than done, but you've gotta try and stay positive. I think if it had come back, you would be feeling sick by now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private. _deni 2008-09-23 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	I know I should think positive. I know, but I'm scared. They said that most women who make it to the 5 year mark and are still in remission, they're less likely to ever get it back. I want to still be in remission. I don't want to have to do it again. All the chemo. Losing my hair. Surgery? Think positive. I'm fine! I. Am. Fine. Right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private. __jeni 2008-09-23 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	You know it. You're fine. And if you're not, I'll Red Bull myself up to the big guy and duke it out with him myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private. _deni 2008-09-23 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	And this is why I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	private. __jeni 2008-09-23 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	(: (Reply to this) (Parent)