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_listsinmysleep (_listsinmysleep) wrote,
@ 2013-01-21 00:18:00

Private
Of all the times to real

How could I have not know

Beth and Sean getting back together is a good thing. It'll make them both happy and the two of them being happy is all that matters.
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Private to Friends except for Beth
Helga, this is pathetic but I officially give you lot permission should events become favorable to set me up. On dates. Recent events have made me realise that maybe I'm lonlier than I thought I was. Alright you may all now go about your regular business.
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Private to Beth
How would you like to spend part of the World Cup with me? Gives you a chance to see Sean and me another person who will keep me from killing myself with work.
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Packing sucks. Just saying.

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Sean

_listsinmysleep
2013-01-23 09:27 pm UTC (link)

It really isn't anyone. Not that I'm consciously aware of.

I don't know what's going on in my head right now to be honest, Sean. I'm around people all the time and I spend all of my time taking care of everyone because it's my job but it's also who I am but I think that even though I'm not alone I've just been feeling lonely lately or something. And I guess that maybe I just want someone to take care of me for a little while. I see couples together sometimes and I see how they lean into each other like gravity pulls them towards each other and I think that I want that. I want that closeness. Both the physical and the emotional closeness. But my life is so crazy that I just don't have time to find it.

Maybe lunch is a good idea. I promise I won't bring up the Beth thing.

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	Lindsay seanolly 2013-01-23 09:41 pm UTC (link)
	I understand what you mean. I've been single a long time, myself, and I've always been a caretaker as well. You'll find the right person, Linds. Any guy would be a fool not to want you. Thank you for that. I really need to focus on the Cup right now. I'd love your company, but I'm not ready to think about something that heavy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sean _listsinmysleep 2013-01-24 12:13 am UTC (link)
	And I'm afraid of taking a chance on the one who doesn't. I understand. I guess I should warn you that I invited Beth down for a couple of days so she can keep me from killing myself with work. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lindsay seanolly 2013-01-24 12:51 am UTC (link)
	If you don't take chances, you will never know. And you can't really be mad at yourself if you're not willing to try. I imagine I will be mostly too busy to see either of you very much. I have no problems with seeing her, I just am not ready to talk or think about what she said to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Sean

_listsinmysleep
2013-01-24 04:29 am UTC (link)

You say that like its easy, Sean. Like I can just spill my heart and if he doesn't feel the same things would still be okay. But they can't be. Look at how hard it's been for you with Beth and that's knowing that there has always been something. Imagine that instead it was me telling you those things. It would be disastrous.

I just need to find a bloke that I'm not friends with.

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