Amelia Bones (![]() @ 2015-12-14 21:32:00 |
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Name | Amelia Grace Bones |
Nickname | Mel, Melly, Melia |
Age | 28 |
DOB | July 29, 1951 |
Blood | Pureblood |
House | Hufflepuff |
Pulled From |
August 12th, 1979
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Residence | Hut 4 |
Occupation |
Clerk at Decked Out |
Sexuality | Heterosexual |
Romantic Status |
Married to the job
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PB |
Cassidy Freeman |
Amelia has thrown away a lot in life to advance in her career. Her obsession in her work will really start to become apparent when she's in a place where she's not really making a difference like she feels she is. It's going to hit her hard after a few weeks of not working for the DMLE and being on the island, and she's going to start to realize how many opportunities she's wasted over a grudge, a score she can never really settle. Not working at the ministry is going to drive her a little batty, and she's going to realize how much she poured into her job. Having to rebuild social networks, branch out, make friends, and do things not work related will help her feel fulfilled and get over her constant obsession with being at the ministry. She destroyed so many friendships over her need to be in the job, so just being able to enjoy herself again, to laugh, and to meet new people and spend time enjoying herself will truly help her realize that work isn't everything.
Amelia has always blamed herself for this. She has this misguided belief that if she had been there, she could have done something. If her brother ever comes into the game, or even Susan, that would be extremely helpful to explain to her that it wasn't her fault and if she had been there, she would have just died too. Otherwise, hearing the stories of others, and how there was really nothing she could have done, no matter how hard she tried, will begin to heal her guilt.
Before her parents, Amelia always wanted a family of her own. She has a strong mothering instinct, and a want to take care of the people around her. However when she decided that settling a score and working was more important, she never really managed to have this dream come true. It also didn't help that she has a deep distrust of people, and that has caused her to ruin more relationships before they even get off the ground. Meeting new people and seeing that not everyone has an evil agenda (or even someone full on calling her out over her suspicion if she does manage to go on some dates), and that sometimes she just has to let go will be extremely helpful. She doesn't need to find her one true love, but it would be really helpful. Also just realizing in general that she wants a family will certainly help solve this piece of baggage.
Amelia needs to learn to open up to people. Besides her guilt and her regret, even the little things she's unable to express to even her most trusted friends. It's eating her up inside, and causing her to participate in activities she probably shouldn't, such as drinking. She's not really a social drinker though, more the kind to steal a shot or two from her flask at work to get through the day and deal with her inner turmoil of emotions. Amelia needs to realize it's okay to be vulnerable. It's okay not to be strong all the time. Perhaps most importantly, it's okay to be angry, to lose her temper, and to not be an individual who feels they're representing the ministry at all times. She's a person, and people can yell, they can scream, they can verbally attack another human being, every once in a while, without it destroying everything she's ever worked for.
At a young age, Amelia always thought she would be an artist. Work in a gallery. Restore old paintings, something. Anything other than working at the ministry. But the murder of her family completely derailed that, and this dream and passion was long forgotten. Amelia still practices every once in a while, but over time on the island, it will be beneficial for her to rediscover her passion, and maybe even use it as a tool to help others. Drawing pictures of family. Painting murals. All of this will help cheer her up and make her realize there are other paths in life other than the DMLE and that she's allowed to love what she does and enjoy herself without feeling guilty.
Everyone lost a great deal during the first war, that is no secret. However, at first Amelia thought she was incredibly proud of her parents for joining up, but after the deaths of her mother and father, Amelia turned incredibly bitter. She doesn't have the best taste in her mouth when it comes to the Order, and doesn't say the nicest things about it, even when it involves her brother who is still currently involved. Really, she began to see it as a death sentence, and eventually started blaming her family for her anger and pain because they left her to participate in such a dangerous mission. Finding out that the Order is one of the many reasons that Voldemort was eventually defeated, and how strong and beneficial those who joined up were will help her accept that the sacrifices her parents made were for the greater good. Also, seeing the future generations and the fact there is finally peace after so much war will help heal her, and accept that her brother and parents were strong individuals, and she should be proud of them instead of angry.
I try incredibly hard not to lie, and if I must lie, I usually try to make sure there is some iota of truth to it. So more like... a twisted form of the truth, I suppose. So when my colleagues asked me when I would be going home and taking a break, I told them after I finished my current project. What I failed to tell them is my current project will take the next several months...
I do try to focus on the present. It is the most important moment at hand, and what I do now affects my future. The past... I try not to think about it, honestly. There's just too much... too much back there.
They are a staple of every sensible outfit, unless you are wearing sandals. In which case, that would be a fashion disaster.
I would prefer to be never talked about. But at the same time... I'm curious to see what kind of gossip people would make up about me. Morbid curiosity, perhaps.
I would hope to be pleasing on the eyes, but looks are most certainly not everything. If I were a male though, I would still go to work, still perform my duties, and hope they were just as satisfactory. Though I don't see why they wouldn't be, men and women are capable of exactly the same things.