Have you ever confused life with a dream? Or stolen something when you had cash? - Day
Thursday, March 10, 2022
9:48AM - journal entry - shinedown lyrics -
Tell my something that's poetic at best
Make me believe there was a time that you were like the rest
And I'll never ask you again
And I'll never ask you again
For all the moments in the memories
No one could ever say we never had a history
But I'm leaving that all behind
And there's nothing gonna change my mind
A paradox
The key drops
A manifest
For what you lost was me
For my sake please
Stop slowing me down
Stop holding me up
We're making a scene
And that's enough
Let's be honest
Your promise
Was never meant to last
I'm taking you on
I'm calling you out
There's nothing left
For us here now
Let's be honest
I promise
I'm never looking back
For my sake
For my sake
12:14PM - Jordan and Luke scene at the park after kids soccer practice
Today Monday afternoon, and that was the day that the twins, and Madi had their soccer practice at the park. Jordan always took them every Monday and loved watching them they were so adorable and it always brought a smile to her lips. They just loved soccer, and they always had so much fun playing. They had also made a lot of friends which was good for building their social skills. She had noticed it had been good for her own social skills as well being that she had made friends with some of the mothers of the other children there that were friends with Madi, and the twins. Jordan hadn't always been the best at making friends, she had always been more reserved, and closed off through high school. She never really had a lot of friends growing up, her only real best friend was her cousin Jake, and after his death that had really been traumatic for her as they had been really close. Working for the Velmonts and being around Madi and the twins really in a sense brought her out of her shell, and opened her up to the possibilities of making friendships, and being more open with her own family, as well as with the Velmonts. The children brought her a happiness that she hadn't felt since the death of Jake, and that was a huge step towards recovery that not even countless hours of therapy had accomplished.
Today Jordan was sitting on the parks bench watching the three young children play with their friends as practice had just ended, but sometimes the kids liked to stay a little while longer afterwards to play with their friends. She reached into her back jeans pocket to grab her phone out and sent Diane a quick text message telling her that the kids wanted to stay a little while after practice to play with their friends, but that they would be home in a little while and not to worry. She sat back and waved goodbye to some of the other parents as they were leaving. Her eyes were watching the kids play, but she also couldn't help but notice the new assistant coach he had been helping the head coach out for a few weeks now, she couldn't help but to be curious about him. She had only spoke to him briefly in passing, but she had taken notice to him, he was an attractive guy, and seemed really great with all of the kids. She tried not to let her eyes wonder upon him to a point where it was obvious that she was watching him as he gathered up all the soccer balls into the bag. She smiled in his direction as their eyes met for a moment and then she glanced away shyly and returned her gaze to the children playing.
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