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Tweak says, "Don't drop the soap"

Cisco Ramon (slurp_) wrote,
@ 2018-10-20 01:17:00

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	slurp_ 2019-01-06 04:55 pm UTC (link)
	[Throws his head back and brings a hand to his hair to play with his hair.] I know, but... it's fine, Harry. You're not the one who messed up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-06 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	It's just... [Struggles with the words, and feels he has the least right to say this out of anyone in the multiverse, and yet:] Don't-- don't leave me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-06 05:03 pm UTC (link)
	[He's glad Harry can't see him tucked against his neck like he is, because that breaks his heart a little. Even if he briefly thinks along the same lines.] ...I won't. I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-06 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	[Hugs him tighter and stays like that for a moment longer, so he's not feeling all angry and resentful anymore.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-06 05:41 pm UTC (link)
	[Gives him his time and just keeps holding him. Better to let Harry lead the situation, since he still feels bad about, and like he should've told him right from the start.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-06 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	[Ends up leaning down and picking him up, partially to show off, partially just to keep him close.] Let's go back. [To bed.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-06 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	[Locks his arms around Harry's neck and nods.] Anything you want. [You could ask him for the moon and he'd bring it just to make it up to you, pretty much.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-06 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	[Heads back there, a little wobbly because he's still boneless from everything they did. Sits down on the bed with Cisco on his lap and hugs to him like that.] [...] I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-06 07:19 pm UTC (link)
	[Doesn't tease him for that, even though it's tempting. Instead he just plays with his hair once they are sitting.] You don't have to apologize, you didn't do anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-06 07:34 pm UTC (link)
	I know you didn't... You couldn't help it. [If you forgot. Just like you can't help liking a guy.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-06 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	Technically, I know, but... It felt wrong the moment I went with him. Should've listened to that gut feeling. [...] It's still kissing another guy when I'm with someone else. You getting upset was the least that could happen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-07 03:02 am UTC (link)
	[...] Why doesn't it feel wrong to be with me, then? You have a girlfriend, back home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-07 03:10 am UTC (link)
	Last thing I remember, I'm not dating anyone back home. [That's. something to deal with once he Crosses that bridge, or so he assumes.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-07 03:13 am UTC (link)
	No. But you will. And you'd hardly choose me over her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-07 03:19 am UTC (link)
	[Isn't sure of how to answer that, because he knows that he can't say that's a lie when Harry knows more than him, when he has no idea what will happen.] Neither of us knows that. [...] You know how I feel about you. And nothing is going to change that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-07 03:21 am UTC (link)
	[He doubts that. Clearly.] [...] I should've told you sooner. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-07 03:26 am UTC (link)
	I should've spoken to you about what happened too. [The Flashpoint thing.] I don't know what say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-07 03:51 am UTC (link)
	[His eyes getting watery probably won't help to that whole, not knowing what to do.] Won't matter. We'll forget about this. [And you'll be with her and he'll be alone.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-07 03:54 am UTC (link)
	[It doesn't, it just makes him want to die a little.] But... at least we have this. [It's better than nothing, right?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-07 04:05 am UTC (link)
	[Nods, still looking miserable.] I do appreciate... We- we're still friends. [He values that, regardless of his stupid feelings.] Even if this is-- [perfect] You. You are-- [Shrugs one shoulder.] All I could want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-07 05:43 pm UTC (link)
	I know. [He doesn't ever think they could stop being friends, even if both of them feel differently.] We have no idea what's going to happen. Maybe one day we stop being idiots and do something about us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-07 06:32 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe. [Wipes at the corner of his eye, shrugging again.] It's just. Frustrating. And I don't think throwing things across the room would help this time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-07 06:37 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, that's growth. [Appreciate his weak attempt at making a joke as he cups his face.] But yeah, it is frustrating. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	be_better 2019-01-07 07:04 pm UTC (link)
	[Looks up at him, still rather wibbly.] [...] You really are. All I could want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	slurp_ 2019-01-07 07:23 pm UTC (link)
	[Tries to smile a little.] Don't be so sad. [...] Not that saying it is going to inmediately cheer you up, but... [What else can they do?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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