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Daphne (_greenergrass) wrote,
@ 2013-05-09 00:28:00

[Party Harry]

I am so embarrassed.

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	Harry _greenergrass 2013-05-09 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	Are you sure? Is everything alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Daphne

toowicked4u
2013-05-09 05:18 pm UTC (link)

I think so? I think, I dunno.

Daphne, you came from prostitution and I get that you're exploring your freedom but...I just feel a little guilty. I get that I was a dick in Neverland and that was only because I was playing along with Peter Pan. I'm grateful that you apologized..even though drunk but...

I don't want you to treat me like a client, to pleasure me like a client and I really don't want to use you since you've been used enough. I know you're doing this as your decision to have sex with who you want, but I want better for you.

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Harry

_greenergrass
2013-05-09 05:28 pm UTC (link)

Harry, you have absolutely nothing to feel guilty about. I have no intentions of treating you like a client. Things would be much different if I were. It sounds incredibly selfish, but I'm not doing any of this for you. This is for me.

When I came here, all I knew was the brothel, being a whore. Then there was an experiment and all I wanted was to sleep with someone. I had never felt that wanting before. Sex was always something that I to do, was forced to do. Yes, I enjoyed it at times, with certain clients, but I never truly wanted them.

I was with a few people during the course of the experiment, but since then, I've only been with Melinda. And she is wonderful. But there is only so much I can do, can feel, with a woman. I want a man. And I want you.

Neverland aside, you have been nothing but kind and gentle with me since I arrived. You were the first friend I made, and that means something very special to me. I want you in my bed because you are kind, and nice, and handsome, and if the way you move your hips when we dance is any indication, I won't be disappointed.

You are no client. You are my friend, and if anything, I should be the one feeling guilty about using you.

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Daphne

toowicked4u
2013-05-09 11:27 pm UTC (link)

I just think..coming from that lifestyle, you wouldn't want to pursue someone to use them for pleasure. I want you to know happiness through having pleasure with one person who is going to love you and take care of you because that is something you haven't had.

Your innocence was taken away from you. Trust me when I say I'm going to regret this...but I want you to know your innocence. Sleeping with someone who once contracted syphillis isn't...good for you. I want you to know pleasure and happiness through one partner, not multiple because you've already had enough of that and not by choice.

I want to help you.

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	Harry _greenergrass 2013-05-09 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	So what are you trying to tell me? How exactly are you planning on helping me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Daphne

toowicked4u
2013-05-09 11:50 pm UTC (link)

I'm telling you that I want to see you happy and free without doing it through sex.

We're going to go dancing, we're going to hang out, we're gunna make lots of friends, we're going to party. You're going to do everything that you're supposed to do as a teenager minus the sexual experience for now.

I'm your friend and friends don't let friends walk down this road.

I'm here for you if you'll let me.

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Harry

_greenergrass
2013-05-10 12:10 am UTC (link)

I'm not a teenager, Harry. I'm twenty-one years old. I've spent the last six years of my life having sex because I was told to, because it would keep my sister protected. And now that I am finally in a place where I am able to actually enjoy it, you want to take that away from me? I don't understand. Are you saying you want to date me? Of help me find dates? If you didn't want to have sex with me, all you needed to do was say so. You seemed like you wanted to earlier. What changed?

What about Melinda? What am I supposed to tell her? She's my friend too. I enjoy spending time with her, doing things with her, doing her. What do you expect me to do about that?

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Daphne

toowicked4u
2013-05-10 12:37 am UTC (link)

I just thought it would have been a nice change for you to...oh I don't know...to enjoy something that doesn't involve you moaning or getting fucked.

I want you to be loved and cherished without being physical because that is the only way you clearly know how to express yourself.

I want you to know life beyond sex.

And yeah, I wanted to, but I can't when I can help you in other ways. I'm not only good for just fucking, I'm a damn good friend if you'll let me.

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	Harry _greenergrass 2013-05-10 12:46 am UTC (link)
	I do enjoy doing other things. I enjoy dancing, and making clothes, and swimming, and tons of other things I haven't tried yet. Yes I enjoy sex, it is a great thing, but it's not all I do. I know you're a good friend. No one is trying to dispute that. I just thought we could have some fun together. I have a party I need to get changed for. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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