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Tweak says, "Everybody loves Zingy"

Tempest Serenity Ainsley-Tennyson (_tempest) wrote,
@ 2014-01-04 20:59:00

Guess who's back!?!?! And Christ Almighty is it cold outside or what? I was not at all prepared for this. And I am also still running on Tokyo time so this feels like mid-morning to me even though I'm supposed to be getting ready for bed in a couple of hours. Ugh. Turning my days and nights around to suit this time zone is going to be a real bitch!

Anyways, I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas and a wonderful New Year's Eve. I know I sure did. People in Tokyo know how to party. Even though it was a working vacation (as in I was modeling for my family's new line which I know I said I would never do but it really does look good for my portfolio), I had a great time. I may have even agreed to marry an Asian contortionist, but I'm not entirely sure about that. Anyway, it was great, but I missed ~~Zowie~~everyone and I am in serious need of catching up on some gossip since I've not gotten to actually speak to basically anyone the whole time I was gone!

~~And I also need to just bite the bullet and tell Harley Quinn who Catwoman really is but I think I'm still a bit too nervous to do that just yet.~~

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	mnikolaevich 2014-01-06 03:09 am UTC (link)
	We'll see about that. I need to finish my schooling before I come into any sort of money to able to afford a trip like that but it will definitely go on my list of places I'd like to visit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_tempest 2014-01-06 03:16 am UTC (link)
	Pfft! Who says you need money? I didn't spend any money on this trip. In fact, I got paid to go. You're a good looking guy. Any time you wanted to travel, I'm sure it wouldn't be difficult to arrange. You just have to know who to ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mnikolaevich 2014-01-06 03:39 am UTC (link)
	I don't know who to ask? ~~And I'm not good looking. Really. Just average.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_tempest 2014-01-06 05:05 am UTC (link)
	That'd be me, silly. I totally have the hookup. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mnikolaevich 2014-01-06 05:08 am UTC (link)
	Really? You think... I mean... it's just me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_tempest 2014-01-06 05:22 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, and? You're sexy, Misha. I'd hit it and I'm a lesbian so I'm sure you could book a guest spot to earn a few bucks and travel a bit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mnikolaevich 2014-01-06 05:27 am UTC (link)
	I find it hard to believe, that's all. I feel... forgettable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_tempest 2014-01-06 06:06 am UTC (link)
	Well that's because you keep attaching yourself to vain people who are either already obsessed with other people, with themselves, or, most likely, both. That's not really a reflection on your forgettability, just on a lack of good sense when it comes to yours taste. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mnikolaevich 2014-01-06 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not sure how to reply to that. In way, maybe you're right but then how does one change that? I cannot help who I am attracted to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_tempest 2014-01-07 12:57 am UTC (link)
	True, but sometimes you have to think more about what's best for you than about what you want. The things we want aren't always good for us, after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mnikolaevich 2014-01-07 01:13 am UTC (link)
	This is true. Sad but true. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Tempest/Misha

_tempest
2014-01-07 01:17 am UTC (link)

That's why I ended things with Zowie. I told her it was because there was someone else I was interested in, and there is, sort of, I guess. I mean it's someone that I used to know and hadn't seen again until recently and I'm not sure that we even have anything in common although she was my first girl crush and I know she's into girls. But really the decision had nothing to do with that. I just knew that eventually, she'd have to decide between Max and myself, and despite how much she adores me, I already knew she wouldn't pick me.

It was better to end things on my terms than to just wait around for that to happen.

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Re: Tempest/Misha

mnikolaevich
2014-01-07 01:22 am UTC (link)

~~I didn't know that you ended things with Zowie. Does it make things weird between the two of you?~~

Again, it's sad and true. I don't know. Maybe that's my "fatal flaw." I want things to be true and happy. ~~I loved James. I just wanted to be loved back but it wasn't enough. For either of us. I don't know.~~

Is it cheesy to want to start the New Year on a happier note?

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	Re: Tempest/Misha _tempest 2014-01-07 01:27 am UTC (link)
	No. Why do you think I went to Japan? I needed a little space. I still need a little space, honestly, but we're still suitemates. At least for right now. Damn those McGavens. lol. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha mnikolaevich 2014-01-07 01:33 am UTC (link)
	You're lucky to be able to escape like that. I... I don't feel like I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha _tempest 2014-01-07 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, but at least you don't live with him. And you aren't still supposed to be best friends and be happy for her exciting news when really you aren't all that happy at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha mnikolaevich 2014-01-07 01:43 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, Tempest. Maybe we just need some distractions. From that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha _tempest 2014-01-07 01:53 am UTC (link)
	Well, if you have a suggestion as to how, I'm all ears. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha mnikolaevich 2014-01-07 02:19 am UTC (link)
	I don't really have one. You just had one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha _tempest 2014-01-07 03:26 am UTC (link)
	I just had a suggestion or a distraction? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha mnikolaevich 2014-01-07 03:28 am UTC (link)
	A distraction. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha _tempest 2014-01-07 03:29 am UTC (link)
	Doesn't mean I couldn't use another. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha mnikolaevich 2014-01-07 03:30 am UTC (link)
	So now that you are stuck on campus, because of classes and all, what would you want as a distraction? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha _tempest 2014-01-07 03:41 am UTC (link)
	Long term, I'm not really sure. Right now though? I could settle for a mug of hot cocoa the size of my head. With marshmallows. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tempest/Misha mnikolaevich 2014-01-07 03:49 am UTC (link)
	I can bring something over. I can still do that for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)