covert_ (covert_) wrote, @ 2010-05-02 19:50:00 |
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Current mood: | okay |
Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
I've been feeling pretty good. I've hidden Joey on facebook but I still get the urge to go on Tanya's page. He wrote her a song and has it on his music myspace. Hearing him sing about how much he loves her hurt a little. I just wonder why can't anyone like me or love me that much. Why couldn't he like me as much as he likes her? I know I should stay positive but those thoughts like to dance around in my mind pretty often.
Me and Tori aren't really as close as we used to be. Shes become really close with someone else (molly), and it just makes me feel awkward. She also has a thing with this kid named Silvester so we don't hangout or talk as much. Molly came into our gym period and she walked around the track with Tori which is something that I usually do. Its just weird. I feel replaced and I'm jealous and I just don't like it.
My dad talked to Frank (my boss) and basically I might still have my job and Frank said he'd call on Tuesday and let me know. I don't think he's going to call. It sucks I won't be making money but I can just look for new ways to make it. It is what it is!
I am reading The Perks of Being A Wallflower for the fifth time..It's amazing. I love it so much, and I really suggest everyone to read it. I am putting a post-it note on all the parts I love or think are amazing. I want to post-it note the whole book!! When I find someone that is just as amazing as the book, I will give it to them. :)