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Tweak says, "You're 1-liners are not worthy"

b.d.p. (_deni) wrote,
@ 2010-01-10 17:46:00

King only.

I want to tell Jeni. Or Bailey. Or somebody. I know we were going to keep it between us but this is a huge deal and .. I want to tell someone. And, I guess part of that is .. I'm scared. What if something happens? What if something goes wrong and I lose it? I couldn't keep that from my friends .. they'd know. Bailey would know something was wrong. And .. I don't want to think like that. I want to tell them because I'm excited and I want to share this news because it's amazing and .. I just .. I need to share this. Even if it's just with one other person. I need to share this. Please?

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Private.

Today was a scary day. Kayla was at King's parents house and .. King was at work. And this morning, right after I ate breakfast, I started getting these really sharp pains in my side. They'd last about five minutes and then go away. And .. it scared me. I should have called King. I know that .. but .. it was nothing. I had maybe three episodes and haven't had one since. It's been hours. I'm gonna have to tell him but I don't want to freak him out over nothing.

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king

_deni
2010-01-11 10:52 pm UTC (link)

You feel like we haven't been alone in forever or that we haven't done anything .. you do realize that the fact that I'm pregnant basically means we're not going to be alone together again for like .. I don't know .. at least the next 18 years? Having feelings like that right now probably aren't the best ones to be having.

And I wasn't trying to shut you out. What were you going to do if something happened and you were all the way across town? If it had been really bad, I'd have called you .. and I'd have called 911. You can't be with me all the time, King. I'd like you to be, but you can't.

And the only reason I didn't tell you was because I didn't want you to worry. I didn't want you to think you had to be home all day, every day. It wouldn't be fair to you.

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	blake _kingston 2010-01-11 11:10 pm UTC (link)
	yeah, ok good to know. i got invited out with a few other doctors tonight. I'll be home a little late. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	king _deni 2010-01-11 11:19 pm UTC (link)
	Wow. Okay. That was BS, btw. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _kingston 2010-01-12 01:27 am UTC (link)
	what? i cant go out with a couple people from work? fine i will be home after shift ends. wouldnt want to upset you by going out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2010-01-12 01:38 am UTC (link)
	that was NOT the point. go out. i won't be here. taking kayla to visit with bailey before he leaves to start filming in ny. have fun with your co-workers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _kingston 2010-01-12 04:13 am UTC (link)
	fine. do whatever you want i will not be home. going to work another shift. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2010-01-12 04:56 pm UTC (link)
	you're an asshole. next time? i won't tell you at all! dick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _kingston 2010-01-12 07:24 pm UTC (link)
	i love how i'm an asshole and a dick because i love you. you didn't wake up alone this morning did you? no. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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