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Tweak says, "Unlike some OTHER Robin Hoods"

b.d.p. (_deni) wrote,
@ 2020-01-28 23:19:00

baby, i'm amazed at the way you love me all the time.
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_kingston
2010-02-11 01:36 am UTC (link)

I miss you. That's all. I just want my wife back. I want to have fun with her. I don't want to feel like everything I say is wrong because apparently it is. And I don't feel that way at all that you are being irrational.

I still want a baby with you, I want to try eventually again but you don't and I respect that. I do. And I respect that you don't want to go to a concert. I respect that you don't want me. I respect that you need time and space and that's fine.

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_deni
2010-02-11 01:45 am UTC (link)

i miss you. i miss me. i miss that happy feeling i had that morning.
i miss feeling like, for once in my life, things were okay.
i miss feeling like i was a normal girl, like i could have what everyone else gets to have.
i miss waking up sick in the morning. i miss those little butterfly feelings i was starting to get in my stomach.
i hate that this happened. i hate that what we thought was going to be the hard part .. wasn't the hard part.
i hate this. i hate feeling like this. i hate remembering that day.
i hate how it felt to be lying on that gurney with no pants on because i'd bled through them, and you were trying to make it easier on me.
i love you for that. i love you for trying.
but it's not easy. this isn't easy and i just .. it hurts and i'm uncomfortable.
and i don't know if i can do this again, but i know that i love you. please don't forget that i love you.

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	text _kingston 2010-02-11 01:48 am UTC (link)
	that day was hard for me. the hardest. i hope you know that. but it won't defeat us, we have to be stronger than that together. i love you too. when i get home you want to take a bath? an innocent bath of course. i'll rub your shoulders and we can get buzzed and just eat fruit in the bath and be us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2010-02-11 01:50 am UTC (link)
	just sitting in the bath with you would be amazing. thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _kingston 2010-02-11 01:53 am UTC (link)
	i was thinking for valentine's day we could cook dinner at home, i'll rent some movies and we can have a private date inside. maybe dance on the patio. whatever you want to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2010-02-11 01:56 am UTC (link)
	i would really, really like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _kingston 2010-02-11 01:58 am UTC (link)
	you know i'm not really into this holiday but i want to try. and i want to be a good husband and i want you happy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _deni 2010-02-11 02:07 am UTC (link)
	you are a good husband. and eventually, i'll be happy again. one day at a time, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	text _kingston 2010-02-11 02:09 am UTC (link)
	i'll be home in a few. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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