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Saint Patrick ☘ ([info]shamrocked_) wrote,
@ 2012-09-06 09:15:00

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Current mood: depressed
Entry tags:bad omens, emo patrick is emo, joey, yeah that's helpful patrick

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Joey is alive and in hospital but he never wants to see me again. He's so angry that we couldn't help him. He said it's my fault that he went through it and he's right. If he hadn't known me Lucifer never would have hurt him. Never would have killed Neil.

He slapped me too. Threw water at me and called me a useless slave. I can't blame him. I am useless. One of my best friends was in pain and I couldn't help him and now he hates me.

I don't- I don't know what I might do.


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[info]famedhistory
2012-09-05 09:27 pm UTC (link)
[Mentions of Lucifer still make her uncomfortable and freaked out, but it's nothing compared to this. So she pushes herself to reply]


Shit. You aren't useless, for one.

For two why don't you come by and talk. He also doesn't hate you Patrick.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-05 09:32 pm UTC (link)
[The fact that Clio replied at all makes Patrick so thankful that she, at least, doesn't hate him]

He said he hated me. He used those words. And a whole lot of others.

I'm afraid. Afraid that by keeping you in my life I'm endangering you too. I love you, I don't want you to be harmed.

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[info]famedhistory
2012-09-05 09:37 pm UTC (link)
Yeah I know how that feels. Look I can't imagine what Joey is going through but I remember how I felt. I still feel that way sometimes. Let him heal. When he's up for it, I'll see if he wants to talk to me.

The hardest part of recovery is having people who love you,but can't help.

Oh love, no. If I didn't want to be in your life I'd have walked away. He's just...doing this to hurt you I imagine.

Alright I'm driving over.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-05 09:40 pm UTC (link)
Okay. Okay, let's do that. I love him so much, I hope he won't hate me forever.

Yeah. No, that one I know.

So you want to be in my life, even though there are risks? Because I understand if you don't.

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[info]famedhistory
2012-09-05 09:45 pm UTC (link)
He won't. I'm sure of it.

Yes Patrick. I already decided that a long time ago. Stop trying to get rid of me. I'll be there in a few minutes.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-05 09:49 pm UTC (link)
I don't want rid of you! Never you. Thank you, Clio. Thank you, thank you. You are saving my life right now.

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[info]black_horse
2012-09-05 09:51 pm UTC (link)
Hey, you are so not useless. I mean, hey. Compare me now to when we first met. Total 180. That's largely down to you.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-05 09:51 pm UTC (link)
Really? Down to me?

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[info]black_horse
2012-09-05 10:01 pm UTC (link)
Sure as hell wasn't my doing. Before I met you (OK, re-met you), I wouldn't have cared. That garden over on 48th Street would've been wiped outcbecause I got bored. Baby steps.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-05 10:08 pm UTC (link)
I guess I did help. That's good to know, thank you.

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[info]francesco
2012-09-05 10:07 pm UTC (link)
It is pure pride to decide any of this is your fault-

It's not your fault, Saint Patrick. I do hope he feels better soon.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-05 10:08 pm UTC (link)
Me too.

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[info]dewi_sant
2012-09-06 07:45 am UTC (link)
If you need grounding, I will do anything I can to help you. I'm so sorry I've been off the grid so much when you need help. I love you a lot. You can come and spend some time in the garden if you'd like? It's very relaxing.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 08:26 am UTC (link)
It's okay, Dewi. You have babies to take care of. I would like to come and visit soon though. Spending time with you and the twins would be really good.

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[info]dewi_sant
2012-09-06 08:37 am UTC (link)
Absolutely. We'll scrape together a meal for you. Why is it that they can't both be asleep at the same time? So tired...

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 08:40 am UTC (link)
Ah, Dewi. I am sorry I haven't been around to help.

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[info]dewi_sant
2012-09-06 08:42 am UTC (link)
Brother, you have enough to deal with. We are managing just fine. Do not take on guilt about me too, I won't allow it!

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-08 05:09 pm UTC (link)
Alright.

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[info]angelfisher
2012-09-06 07:50 am UTC (link)
I am sorry we couldn't do more to help. Michael deals with these sorts of things you see, and I support him. If you would like, I can speak to your friend. I can't intervene but I could make him feel a little better.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 08:27 am UTC (link)
I understand there was nothing anyone could do. It's Joey who doesn't and I don't blame him. And no, I don't think he would like anyone from the pantheon going to visit him. Especially not an angel.

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[info]angelfisher
2012-09-06 08:36 am UTC (link)
I'm a doctor. He doesn't have to know who I am. But I will respect your wishes, of course.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 08:41 am UTC (link)
No, I know. But I don't want him to get even madder because I took part in deceiving him again. When he first found out who I was he was really angry with me.

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[info]angelfisher
2012-09-06 08:05 pm UTC (link)
Of course. I understand.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-08 05:10 pm UTC (link)
Actually...no. This is just me being selfish. You should probably offer. If he refuses then that's his choice and not just me being too afraid he'll hate me more if you even offer.

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[info]monster_slayer
2012-09-06 11:37 am UTC (link)
I'm so sorry, Patrick. I'm so sorry I couldn't help, too.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 11:48 am UTC (link)
What do you mean, George? You always help me.

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[info]monster_slayer
2012-09-06 11:59 am UTC (link)
I should have found a way to get him out.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 12:36 pm UTC (link)
How about instead of feeling guilty for something that wasn't your fault, you come talk to me because my best friend just slapped me and called me a worthless slave and I want George cuddles.

It's not your fault, George. Neither of us could do anything.

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[info]monster_slayer
2012-09-06 12:42 pm UTC (link)
Yeah. Okay, prepare for the hug of a lifetime.

You aren't worthless. Or a slave, obviously. But especially not worthless.

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[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 12:49 pm UTC (link)
He just said it because he knew the memories would hurt me. It rather worked.

Hug of a lifetime sounds good.

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[info]monster_slayer
2012-09-06 01:00 pm UTC (link)
He shouldn't have...it's not fair to you. To use something like that against you just to hurt you.

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George
[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 01:59 pm UTC (link)
He told me Lucifer raped and crucified him. Because he wanted to get to me. To be honest, he can say anything he wants to me.

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Patrick
[info]monster_slayer
2012-09-06 05:55 pm UTC (link)
Jesus fucking Christ.

Yeah, hug of a lifetime incoming.

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George
[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 05:57 pm UTC (link)
The doctor told me Joey would need surgery to really be able to use his hands again. And he's got about twenty infections. And he looks like he lost about thirty pounds.

I just want to be there for him but he won't let me.

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Patrick
[info]monster_slayer
2012-09-06 06:17 pm UTC (link)
We've got some healers in the pantheon, we can send them to Joey?

He'll feel better when he isn't injured.

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George
[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-06 06:22 pm UTC (link)
He said he doesn't want any of us anywhere near him. I think he just wants to be left alone by anyone who's not absolutely human.

And I think if I sent an angel around there he would probably slap them too. And he's so damaged he shouldn't be slapping anyone.

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Patrick
[info]monster_slayer
2012-09-06 06:30 pm UTC (link)
We'll just...we'll figure something out. This was done to him by immortals, we should fix it.

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George
[info]shamrocked_
2012-09-08 05:12 pm UTC (link)
You're right. You're absolutely right. This is about my fear and that's not fair of me. I'll talk to Raphael.

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