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Tweak says, "paramore is a band!"

Saint Patrick ☘ (shamrocked_) wrote,
@ 2012-09-06 09:15:00

Current mood:	depressed
Entry tags:	bad omens, emo patrick is emo, joey, yeah that's helpful patrick

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Joey is alive and in hospital but he never wants to see me again. He's so angry that we couldn't help him. He said it's my fault that he went through it and he's right. If he hadn't known me Lucifer never would have hurt him. Never would have killed Neil.

He slapped me too. Threw water at me and called me a useless slave. I can't blame him. I am useless. One of my best friends was in pain and I couldn't help him and now he hates me.

I don't- I don't know what I might do.

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	shamrocked_ 2012-09-06 08:26 am UTC (link)
	It's okay, Dewi. You have babies to take care of. I would like to come and visit soon though. Spending time with you and the twins would be really good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dewi_sant 2012-09-06 08:37 am UTC (link)
	Absolutely. We'll scrape together a meal for you. Why is it that they can't both be asleep at the same time? So tired... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2012-09-06 08:40 am UTC (link)
	Ah, Dewi. I am sorry I haven't been around to help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dewi_sant 2012-09-06 08:42 am UTC (link)
	Brother, you have enough to deal with. We are managing just fine. Do not take on guilt about me too, I won't allow it! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shamrocked_ 2012-09-08 05:09 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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