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Tweak says, "I miss our old relationship."

tao_ (tao_) wrote,
@ 2010-09-25 21:33:00

Who: Riley and Tao
What: final plans
When: four days later
Where: Sanctuary

Tao had worked on getting the schedule for the next couple of weeks so that Riley's people could find out more about this Dubois. He had already started his own research on the man and had not left his sanctuary since. Only the people there and his second knew that he had not really disappeared. He ran the club for Tao in his absence and kept people from panicking.

He was still concerned over Marie's attitude but kept her out of things as much as possible for now. Feeding her information was all he thought of right now and Jeanne had kept her distance during their very short visit. The dizziness had passed, finally, the next day, but he had still felt weak. Smaller meals, and more of them had been William's suggestion and rather then argue it, he agreed and was reminded with a glass every two hours or so.

For now he had let himself go just a bit, a pair of jeans and an open shirt were all he wore while he padded around the house. Sitting in front of the computer, he had finally gotten the office cleaned and new hard wood floors rather then carpet, he ran a hand through his hair and went over the files of Dubois that he had gotten a hold of.

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amulius
2010-09-27 12:50 am UTC (link)

"I know." Riley gasped as Tao's cold hand pushed down his jeans. "I know." His back arched and he pressed his head into the matress. He did not, however, stay in that position for long. He shifted to his side, as well, and quickly wriggled out of his jeans, pulling out of his shirt in the process, as well. He pushed himself on top of Tao and pushed himself up on one elbow to allow the vampire the motion of his hand. He pushed Tao's shirt off of his shoulders and then pulled it down his arms, not caring if he ripped it or not.

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tao_
2010-09-27 12:59 am UTC (link)

His hand wrapped around his base and he groaned. He was so soft and yet hard, and unbelievably hot. He ran his thumb over his tip and in a mirror of movement licked along his bottom lip. Tao didn't care if the shirt ripped, he didn't care about the jeans, he wouldn't have cared if it was one of his tailored and too expensive suits hanging not ten feet from them. He wanted skin, he wanted, he just wanted. He bit at Riley's lower lip, careful of fang, but not of teeth. "Need to taste you."

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amulius
2010-09-27 01:06 am UTC (link)

Riley proceeded to tear at the remaining cloth that separated the two of them. He hissed as Tao moved his hand over his cock and captured the vampire's lips in a harsh, demanding kiss before replying. "Take what you need." He moaned, meaning everything, sex and blood and all that lay between. He dug his fingers into Tao's skin and dragged them down his sides to his hips. He wanted to feel Tao's chest heaving under him again, he wanted that fleeting warmth that was so different from his own. But, most importantly, he didn't want to let go.

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tao_
2010-09-27 01:19 am UTC (link)

Tao groaned his hips jerking as rough denim broke and was flung aside. His mouth moved down his neck, teeth just nipping at his pulse as he moved over him, pushing a knee between his legs. His hand stroked slowly as his tongue traced along his collarbone. A nip at his nipple and then he smiled up at him and slid down his body to lay between his legs. "Have I mentioned how very much I love the feel of your cock?" He muttered and eyes up on his face he licked along his balls.

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amulius
2010-09-27 01:28 am UTC (link)

"Words aren't really necessary-ahh-" Riley let out a groan as he felt the vampire's tongue connecting with his sensitive skin. He let his head roll to one side, stretching his entire body to encourage the fantastic sensations flowing through him. He slid his hands down his body, just brushing the spot where Tao had nipped at his chest, and lowered them to brush over the vampire's hair. "But if you'd like to say it, feel free." He could definitely think of more exciting things that Tao could be doing with his mouth, however.

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tao_
2010-09-27 01:35 am UTC (link)

Tao let out a humm as if thinking about it then sucked his balls into his mouth, rolling them along his tongue. His eyes drifted closed in pleasure and he let them go with a graze of teeth. "I love the taste of you." He muttered and licked the underside of his cock. "I love feeling you in my mouth." He sucked at the tip. "And I love, watching you come for me." He licked at the drop of precome and then sucked down to his base, fingers digging into his thighs.

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amulius
2010-09-27 01:43 am UTC (link)

"I'm glad-" Riley whimpered, his voice unusually breathy, completely un-wolf-like of him. Instead, he was a snake, writhing under the minstrations of Tao's mouth. His hands balled in the soft, comforting sheets. It still felt just as unbelievable as the first time, which couldn't have just been a little over a week ago, it couldn't have. Even here, now, it felt like he had been tangled up with Tao for an eternity. "You'll have your wish-" He gasped with a weak chuckle, "If you keep tht up - ah - Tao." His entire body seemed to shudder and he couldn't help but hitch his hips up towards the tightness of the vampire's mouth.

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tao_
2010-09-27 01:51 am UTC (link)

It was different, felt so different this time. Not demanding, not using sex and sensation to cover anger or need. It was like the third act of some play, the tension broken and now there was just the soft slide into each other. The need for him, was worse. It wasn't just physical and it wasn't easily sated. He sucked a shallow breath in through his nose and hands rolled over to hips. He pulled him up, feeling him at the back of his throat and swallowed. Pulling slowly up he licked at just his tip. He moved up his body, kissing at the soft flesh just at his hip and over his stomach. "Not yet, want so much more."

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amulius
2010-09-27 01:56 am UTC (link)

The sound of that breath caused Riley to shiver. It was the most beautiful sound in the world to him. He groaned as Tao swallowed around him and continued to make soft moaning noises as the vampire moved back up his body. His hands remained at either side of Tao's face, his fingertips mapping his jaw, cheeks and neck. He put two fingers under Tao's chin and tilted his head up to meet his eyes, "I want you," He began slowly, his voice only wavering a little, "To feed on me."

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	tao_ 2010-09-27 02:00 am UTC (link)
	The sounds were perfect, not animal, purely human, purely enjoyment. He licked along the bottom of his ribs. Head moved to the side against his fingers, his touch. He lifted his face and eyes slowly, stopping still. "I don't feed." He whispered. Crawling up his body he kissed him. "There are things in my head I wouldn't wish on anyone. Certainly not you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amulius
2010-09-27 02:04 am UTC (link)

Riley responded to Tao's kiss gently, his eyes closing briefly before opening again. He slid his hand down the side of Tao's head and cupped his cheek gently. "I'm not afraid." He replied softly, "I want all of you." The fact that Tao refused to feed just made Riley wanted it even more. "I want to see the parts of you that no one else sees." He continued with a promise, "And I'll show you all that rumbles within me." He pressed another kiss to the side of Tao's mouth.

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tao_
2010-09-27 02:14 am UTC (link)

Tao closed his eyes. Riley might not be afraid, but he was. There were things he shared with no one, no one still alive. No one knew he had killed his sire or why. He raised a hand and stroked at Riley's temple. Opening his eyes he looked at him, and couldn't deny him. "I can't hide my bite, or it's pain." He warned him and kissed him, moved along his jaw. "I want you inside of me then."

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amulius
2010-09-27 02:19 am UTC (link)

"I'm not afraid of pain anymore." Riley replied with a smile, letting his neck arch as Tao's lips brushed over his skin. He slid his hand to the vampire's shoulder and rolled him to his back, and then climbed over him, repositioning Tao's legs around his waist, his knees at his hips. He slid one hand down the length of the vampire's torso and began to stroke him while the other cradled the back of his head as he leaned in to press a searing kiss to his lips.

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tao_
2010-09-27 02:27 am UTC (link)

He licked at his pulse, letting his lips close over it. He could feel it, in his chest, in his hips. He moved arms around his neck as they rolled and brought his legs back, rolling hips up into his strokes. "I hope that will still be true." He muttered. His hand gripped the back of his head and he rocked up, cock hard and desperate into his hand. His tongue slipped out seeking his.

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amulius
2010-09-27 02:31 am UTC (link)

Riley felt his heart begin to race every time Tao's lips brushed over his neck now. It was instinctive, and he didn't bother trying to repress it. He felt more than hot enough for the two of them as he continued to stroke Tao, taking his hand away from the vampire's face to take himself in hand, as well. He didn't bother to reply to what Tao had said, instead he just responded in kind to the vampire's actions with lips and tongue. His kiss became slightly more desperate as he positioned himself at Tao's enterance, and quickly deteriorated into a groan of pleasure as he plunged inside the other man's body.

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	tao_ 2010-09-27 02:38 am UTC (link)
	He relaxed into the kiss, a rumble in his chest that bubbled up into a whimper as he sucked at his tongue. He felt heat pour into his mouth and down his throat. His body tensed for just a moment, then he forced himself to relax as heat speared into him, up and through his body. He arched into him. Tao's head dropped back and he shuddered under him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

amulius
2010-09-27 02:49 am UTC (link)

Riley found it difficult to focus on kissing while Tao was wrapped so tightly around him. He dug his free hand into the sheets, his fingers pressing into the mattress, tangling up in the soft cotton. "Tao." He groaned. "Tao." Even making the slightest movement of his hips caused him to tremble with pleasure. He forced himself to jerk forward once, and then pulled back, then forward again and backwards again until he found himself able to move against Tao's body, albeit not easily, and with no lack of noises. It felt so good, but he was missing that warmth so terribly. He bow his head and pressed messy, hot kisses across Tao's cheek to whisper in his ear, "Bite me," in a thick voice, "be warm."

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tao_
2010-09-27 03:01 am UTC (link)

He felt so good, just being filled, covered, pressed into the mattress by his weight. When he began to move it was almost too much. His thighs shook and he bucked against him, he wanted him deeper, more. He cried out and then thrust his head up to kiss along his shoulder, something to keep him from being too loud. Mewling and moans as he moved with him. His arms moved, one snaked around his back and tightened around him. He moved a hand to press his head to the side. He was panting, breathe hard in his chest. He lowered his mouth to his neck, kissed there, licked at the pulse, "Forgive me." Closing his eyes he let fangs descend and bit. The first rush of blood was hot and danced on his tongue. Instinct closed his throat, he did not feed! He swallowed once, twice, and the pressure eased, he felt the warmth the power run down his throat, spread through his chest and he moaned, arm like a vice around him. The images would come, they would flood and overwhelm soon, for now he just felt, warm and strong and hungry for him.

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amulius
2010-09-27 02:55 pm UTC (link)

It hurt, it burned like a fire hot enough to mask the sensation of being so deep inside Tao's body. Riley's instincts began to kick in, as well. He wanted to tear himself away from those fangs, to rip them from his body and drive his claws into Tao's heart for his insolence and his violence. But Riley bucked forward, pressing his chest to Tao's and clinging to him with all his might. Then the images began to crash over him and his lips parted wide. First his ife flashed over his eyes as it coursed from him and into Tao; birth, life, light, running through the forest, his first kill, his first buck, his first fuck, his first human, life intermingled with death and fire, watching his father die in shame, the beginning of his plot to take the position of alpha, taking his mate, taking Dean Hartwick's throat, rising to alpha, Tao, wanting Tao, being with Tao, watching the pups gleefully tear apart those humans and feeling proud, Tao, Tao, Tao, the plan and being angry, the snap in his mind as he became determined to stay by Tao's side. He could hear a scream and he wondered where it came from.

Then more, impossibly more images that crossed the span of dozens and dozens of lifetimes. Life, death, life again, flashes of light and slashes of darkness beyond his comprehension. The scream thinned and he fell forward, collapsing on top of Tao's body. He groaned with all of the breath in his body and looked down at the vampire with wide, wild eyes. "Tao-" He groaned, "I understand now-"

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tao_
2010-09-27 03:19 pm UTC (link)

The heat just kept coming, down his throat, spreading and filling every tissue, every muscle, every nerve. He almost lost track of how much he was taking, then his throat seized as his life swarmed over him. His family, human, then pain, darkness, thirst. Chains and pain, his sire killing the last of his humanity, watching his last ties cut, and mumbling in a corner, crouched from the sun, rules, codes, over and over until they were ingrained. Taking the heart of his sire and disappearing East, cold, so much cold, numb, year after year it got colder, darker, more oppressive. Politics, learning, trying his hand at human pets, lovers, finding nothing for the cold, shifters, heat and power but untouchable, no honor disgusting. Riley, vibrating, power, heat, anger, pain almost feeling, almost touchable, wanting the heat, wanting, him, wanting to mark him, be marked, own, be owned, just wanting.

He moaned, stopped drinking, lips still wrapped around the wound, and before his chest could explode, there was light. Real light, sunshine, a child, a pup, glee, running, freedom, family, the woods, the dark smell of it, the feel of the earth, more then just dirt and trees, something deeper still, the smell of human, of fear, of pain, anger, vibrating, simmering into plan into action, a fight, no, stuck, he was stuck in the form of a human, a man, not able to use teeth, claw, fang, wanting to, the kill and now, finally, triumph, and the slow settle of responsibility, eyes, wolf, human, and more, all watching, all looking for answers.

He yanked his head back, eyes closed, breathing hard. His arm loosened around Riley, a caress now. He kissed the side of his face, licked at the wound to close it as much as he could. "You, fought, fought fair, weak, why? He could have killed you." He knew, not from what he saw but what he himself knew, Dean was not honorable and would have cheated. He wouldn't have cared if he was caught, not once Riley was dead. His face was damp and he was unaware of the angry tears at how he had almost gotten himself killed.

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amulius
2010-09-27 04:00 pm UTC (link)

Riley looked down at Tao with new eyes. That deep longing inside of the vampire for him was beating in his racing heart. It was terrifying, that level of understanding, and he could feel the temptation to fall apart under the weight of all that knowledge. His mind was not meant to contemplate the kind of life that spanned hundreds of years, and it was not prepared for the implication that Tao had seen all of the parts of his life that had flashed before his eyes. He buried his hand in the vampire's hair and pressed a gentle kiss to his lips.

"Had to make a legend." He murmured, tasting salt on Tao's skin. He smiled and raised his other hand to brush the tears away from his eyes. "Are you weeping for yourself, or for me?" His voice had taken on a different affect, all of those years of dead-yet-not-dead existence weighing heavily on him. His eyes were deep and dark as they scanned Tao's face. "It's alright." He moaned softly, moving his hips ever so slightly. "I'm not-" His voice trembled somewhat, "I'm not afraid. I'm alright."

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tao_
2010-09-27 04:12 pm UTC (link)

Tao felt his lips curve down slightly and he almost growled. "For you, and your brashness. Idiot." He added with a mutter. He closed his eyes and could bring up the image of the sun through the trees, the feel of it on skin. He couldn't find any of his own memories of the sun, so kept this one close.

"Legends are nothing more then dead men that died doing something stupid." He kissed along his jaw and shook his head, his stomach clenched as he moved and his own hips pressed against him. "It's not all right. I shouldn't have held on so long. Let it go, little wolf. Let it slip from your mind." His voice softened, went down an octave. He wouldn't compel it, not just yet, but he wasn't going to be the thing that broke him.

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amulius
2010-09-27 04:22 pm UTC (link)

The memories of Tao's life flashed in front of Riley's eyes like sunspots, the remnants of a life lived far beyond its intended length. Every time he blinked a new memory appeared in front of his eyes, and so he closed them tight and buried his face in the crook of the vampire's neck. "You've done worse." He groaned, "It's all too much to pick out specific things, but I can feel-" He shuddered and let out a breath against Tao's skin. He pressed a kiss to his neck. "I fought a bear with my human hands and tore out his throat with dull teeth." He groaned, slowly but steadily beginning to build up his momentum once more. "Tao," He murmured, "You're warm."

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tao_
2010-09-27 04:29 pm UTC (link)

He cupped the back of Riley's head, ran a hand down his spine, he was still warm, though it didn't burn like before. His voice was slightly hoarse. "I have, much worse." He'd had more then a hand in killing his own family and been the cause of the rest. Had, before he discovered the pain of fleeting feelings, drained more then a few humans. He relaxed under him, felt the slow burn of him inside as he moved. "It's the sun, you gave me the sun." He groaned grinding up against him. "I can take them, the memories, I can compel them away, bury them."

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amulius
2010-09-27 04:37 pm UTC (link)

"No." Riley replied, a slight growl to his voice. "They're part of you." He would fight to keep them if he had to. Tao's hands were stained with old blood but Riley couldn't have cared less. There was nothing that Tao had done that Riley, in the darkest recesses of his mind, wouldn't have done. The wolf could have killed his family and more if he let it, and now that he had seen the darkness inside of Tao, he knew that he would never let it do such a thing. He pressed kisses up Tao's neck, along his jaw and to his lips, capturing them with a firm kiss. "Focus on the sun." He sighed, "I have light and heat to spare for you."