21 June 2017 @ 01:35 am
So I found a photo of me from aaaaaages ago. I think it was Halloween and I was heading out with Joey? I love this photo so much ahhaha!

Photo )

Such a little tiny cutie!
Current Mood: chipper
21 June 2017 @ 12:18 am
Hey! Hi, internet, I missed you!

The dizziness has stopped and I still feel really tired, but I'm doing much better. It's been a long time since I've been awake for more than an hour a day. Like a newborn or something.

This is good. I'm good.
Current Mood: happy
21 June 2017 @ 12:05 am
{Ray ~ 1}  
My basement dwelling is almost complete. Meeting my siblings has been enlightening. May the discourse continue.
Current Mood: pleased
20 June 2017 @ 11:03 pm
The other day was Father's Day and I hate it a lot. So I've been playing "Not My Father's Son" from Kinky Boots on my piano almost non-stop, trying to perfect it. Here is the West End production recording performed by Matt Henry. It's amazing. It's hard to get through it without crying though...

When I was just a kid
everything I did, was to be like him
under my skin
My father always thought,
if I was strong and fought
not like some albatross, I'd begin
to fit in

Look at me powerless and holding my breath
trying hard to repress what scared him to death
It was never easy to be his type of man
to breathe freely was not in his plan
and the best part of me
is what he wouldn't see

I'm not my fathers son )
Current Mood: nostalgic
19 June 2017 @ 03:30 am
New Hair )

Apparently there's a new Nerd next door. Not sure I want to meet him though it would appear to be inevitable.
Current Mood: busy
18 June 2017 @ 10:28 pm
Who: Nerds, open to anyone in the duplex
What: Ray shows up
When: Saturday afternoon
Where: The Duplex, Nerd side
Warnings/Notes: Ray being a fuckboy

And then there were three )
17 June 2017 @ 07:10 pm
One of my own, a fellow bounty hunter that I have worked with for years made a bad move. He shot at a car that he'd mistaken for a suspect. If the victim dies, he will serve grave consequences. If the victim lives, I fear his actions still put him in a very dangerous outcome. Any of us could make such a wrong choice, I pray for his family in this time, and the victim.

God speed.
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: "Kings and Queens" by 30 Seconds to Mars
17 June 2017 @ 07:07 pm

Helen, you and I need to talk. Now.

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: "Hysteria" by Muse
17 June 2017 @ 06:48 pm
I am starting to see an uprising of hate and ignorance in this modern world. The fact that the past seems so insignificant to them, or what little it takes to propagate their minds. It takes me back to a place of my very early beginnings...

And to those that refuse to believe that the Holocaust was a true event confound me. What are we in-doctoring into the youth of today? History could very easily repeat itself.
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: "Uprising" by Muse
18 June 2017 @ 12:58 am
[Jamie, David and Roxanna]

I'm worried about Jayden. Limos is no joke and if she's been sleeping outside his house for awhile-

I- I'm really scared he'll relapse.
Current Mood: worried
17 June 2017 @ 04:46 pm
So apparently, I have a new nickname among the nursing staff: McSteamy. One of the orderlies told me yesterday, I had a bit of a chuckle over it. It would explain the amount of whispering that went on the past few weeks.
Current Mood: amused
17 June 2017 @ 04:36 pm
[Friends Only]

I feel so guilty. Nicholas was like...targeted by this Greek starvation wraith thing who decided to live outside our house but I think it followed me home because I have had- Well anyway. It followed me and then decided to attack him instead of me and I hate myself. Why do I bring this kind of thing on people I love?
Current Mood: gloomy
17 June 2017 @ 03:20 pm

Lara here! I've been helli spotty lately because of some real and true bullshit at work (which is nothing when compared to what Ren is facing, but it still gives me tons of anxiety and I think they owe me nearly 1000 dollars in backpay). I think we've got a light at the end of a tunnel here and here's hoping it's not a train. AND as always, the shower is the waterfall of inspiration. SO I am bringing in another aspect of Nerd. The fuckboy, dudebro, the new ghostbusters is an abomination and no I didn't need to see it to know, kind of nerd. I am thinking Matthew Gray Gubler or Jim Parsons for their PB unless someone has a better idea (or vote between the two because I'm stuck)

Any ideas for plots for him? He's going to show up at the Nerd household and introduce himself and basically be terrible and the fucking worst, but he woke up a year ago amidst the Ghostbusters drama so any ideas who he could have been hanging with for a year? I am open to him hanging with old characters or anyone making new ones for him to play with.

AND finally anyone want to write things?
Current Mood: cheerful
15 June 2017 @ 03:07 pm
Yay! I love warm weather! Tanning by the pool and getting warm and cozy. YES PLEASE!
15 June 2017 @ 02:25 pm
The venue has been chosen, as well as the menus and drinks. Part of me almost wants to turn this into a masquerade, just for kicks. Now we need a date so I can get the invitations out to the proper individuals.

Darling, would you mind terribly if I employ your Enforcers as security for the event?
15 June 2017 @ 01:49 pm
I'm looking forward to the next orchestra concert. I always love hearing my husband play. I love watching him and how intense he can get. I hardly ever notice anyone else, not even the singer.
15 June 2017 @ 01:36 pm
What are you plans this weekend, and would you be interested in my being a part of them?

I suppose attraction was indeed in the air. I like him. He's much more pleasant than Kronos.
15 June 2017 @ 10:55 am
I'll never get back on a regular sleep schedule if I continue sleeping in. I'll also spoil myself waking up next to my handsome man every day.

My gut tells me you should ask Helen who she's talking about.
16 June 2017 @ 12:15 am
Who: JJ & Jesse, then Famine, Patrick, Limos
What: Scary shit, y'all
When: Thursday night
Where: Haus of Sausage
Warnings: TBD

Read more... )
15 June 2017 @ 11:44 pm
Walked by these two teenagers today who giggled and one yelled out "hey are you one of those old people who think they're cool?!" To which I replied, "no, I'm one of those cool people who think I'm old."

They didn't really have a reply to that.

Got me thinking though. I might start dying my hair a more natural colour soon...
Current Mood: contemplative
15 June 2017 @ 10:48 pm
Happy 22 to me. Mom's pulling out all the stops this year, I swear she's made enough food for a dozen people. This good feeling is compounded by the fact that classes are finally done, and I can finally unwind and destress for a few weeks.

[Jamie, Jayden, Phantasos, Roxanna, Julia]
So you're all invited to our house for dinner, Mom wants to ask all the questions and see how everyone's lives are going. She's pretty delightful, it'll be a good time.
Current Mood: good
15 June 2017 @ 10:21 pm

nicky went into a coma last week and so we took him to hospital. they couldn't find anything physically wrong with him except malnutrition which they said was recent. which. what even?! anyway whatever he was there for a week and he woke up and he was gaining weight and doing better and we thought it was over but we got him and he's fucking unconscious again so it's something here goddammit. someone come help, we have to get him out of here and he's fucking huge please help i don't know what to do.
Current Mood: freaking out
14 June 2017 @ 09:33 pm
WHO: Menelaus and Helen
WHEN: Thursday night
WHERE: Apartment
WHAT: A friendly face...

It's a beautiful lie... )
Current Music: "Stay" by Thirty Seconds To Mars
14 June 2017 @ 08:45 pm
WHO: Menelaus and Arianna [Narrative]
WHEN: Wednesday night
WHERE: Apartment
WHAT: When reality comes knocking. Menelaus tries to bring up Arianna's mother...

You wanted more than I was worth You think I was scared, yeah And you needed proof... )
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: "Hypo Chondriac Music" by Muse
14 June 2017 @ 07:13 pm
14 June 2017 @ 05:55 pm
I wish I could say my visit with my parents went well, but it started and ended with stress. My mom is freaked out. I'm freaked out. My dad is worried someone else is going to swoop in and attempt to play the father role. There are no words good enough to explain to your dad that he's your one and only dad and no one could ever replace him. He's still worried. Understandably.
14 June 2017 @ 02:10 pm
The family keeps getting bigger and bigger. Only a matter of time before the required dysfunctional family reunion.
14 June 2017 @ 11:50 am
Orchestra auditions will be held in a few weeks. We've had more students wanting to tryout for next year. We only have so many spots open, so it'll be tough narrowing it down. If I had it my way I would include everyone and call it a day. Following auditions, of course.

Until then, I'm going to enjoy the sun by the pool.
14 June 2017 @ 11:45 am
[Away from Olympians]
It's been a while since I completed my mission. No sign of him so I assume that place is the real deal.

Are you holding up okay?